Feb. 19th, 2014

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It has been a while. There just wasn't much to write about; I've been quietly reading and overall life has been more calm and boring. But I like it that way, usually.

Last night one of my roommate's friends came over, and we started talking. I had met him once before and he seemed like a cool guy. I seemed to really impress him with my insights and knowledge, and after an hour or so of talking and having beer, I smoked a cigarette with him (wasn't so bad, but that was because I didn't inhale it inside my lungs), and later I smoked weed with him and my roommate. I don't remember a whole lot, and I didn't feel too high, but it was quite a pleasant experience, and I learned a lot from talking to them about all sorts of stuff.

I woke up this morning with a mild hangover. I didn't drink too many beers, but when I talked to my other roommate about what I did, he said that weed can cause hangovers, especially if you don't smoke it often (I've done it only three times).

It was odd; during last night and this early morning, I could close my eyes, and see mental pictures more vividly. I have a very adept mind's eye, but this time the weed sort of amplified it.

I felt that from the experience last night, I went to sleep and woke up the next morning as a different person. I really do feel that I am born again, in some ways. My life is different, my outlook is a little different; everything feels so clean for some reason.

What sort of signifies that my life has changed a lot is that over a period of several months, all of the previous emotional drama that was going on in my life sort of evaporated into the ether, and got replaced with intellect and philosophy. Just recently, the last tag from that time period got removed from my tag cloud.

This really does signify the start of a new chapter in my life. I have a lot to look forward to, and I think it will just get better.

October 2017

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