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Sep. 28th, 2013 11:16 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI did DXM last night, same dose as last time.
Oddly, there were fireworks going off last night, and I saw them while under the influence. That was really cool.
I didn't trip (only very weak CEVs at that), but it was still pleasant. Actually it was more so because I was able to contemplate and gain various insights into things. I learned that while DXM is great for my mind's eye, I shouldn't rely on it and I should try to gain the ability to open my mind's eye on my own.
I also learned that under the age of 10, you are born; your teen years are the years when you realize you are alive; your twenties are the years where you figure out what the world is like, and your thirties is when you finally start doing things. That gave me great inspiration and hope.
I was also taught the importance of purity. About the need to distance myself from carnal desires so that I can partake in the greater creation.
The mind's eye is very valuable for mystical and spiritual purposes. I need to learn how to use it.
Oddly, there were fireworks going off last night, and I saw them while under the influence. That was really cool.
I didn't trip (only very weak CEVs at that), but it was still pleasant. Actually it was more so because I was able to contemplate and gain various insights into things. I learned that while DXM is great for my mind's eye, I shouldn't rely on it and I should try to gain the ability to open my mind's eye on my own.
I also learned that under the age of 10, you are born; your teen years are the years when you realize you are alive; your twenties are the years where you figure out what the world is like, and your thirties is when you finally start doing things. That gave me great inspiration and hope.
I was also taught the importance of purity. About the need to distance myself from carnal desires so that I can partake in the greater creation.
The mind's eye is very valuable for mystical and spiritual purposes. I need to learn how to use it.
