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Yesterday night I felt the pains again; the beer didn't make the headache any better and I felt more pains on my sides. This sort of worries me; the thought occurred to me that it might be cancer, but I pretty much doubt that. Still, the thought that I might be dying got me to think about what I have been doing with my life, how my life would end, and what I have yet to accomplish. I honestly think that I just have some digestive problems, but I'm just getting pains everywhere. I'm going to bring it up to the physician's assistant tomorrow but chances are that he's just going to ignore me. So I really don't know what to do. I hope that I'm really okay and that it will pass.

I got a haircut and shaved yesterday, and then applied as a volunteer at a thrift store. I think it was for the best because a couple of weeks ago I looked in the mirror and thought that I looked like a junkie. Although I still like my hair longer.

I went to church today, which was great as usual. I was invited to the college student dinner, which is great because I'm slightly over the age limit. I'm glad that I fit in, more or less.

I'm thinking about working on another game again, but I need a point to it. Some games don't have a point, and maybe mine should be like that, but I'm always focused on meaning. That probably translates into how I view life.

I just hope that I get better.