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Jun. 14th, 2013 10:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI have the feeling that something bad is going to happen. I don't know when, or what, or how, but it is just something that I simply can't shake off.
I really don't understand why I'm in such a panicky and anxious mood, but I am. The fact that in about three weeks it will be the one year anniversary of my mother's death probably has something to do with it. Things have just seemed so weird for the past six weeks, and I keep seeing things that signify bad luck.
Hopefully nothing happens. I try my best to stay safe, but that doesn't always work. I need to do something with my time besides writing (which I don't do enough of). I'm really angry right now and I have to try my best to control it, which I actually think I am. I don't go off about women anymore, for one thing.
Things will probably be fine, but you can't know the future.
I really don't understand why I'm in such a panicky and anxious mood, but I am. The fact that in about three weeks it will be the one year anniversary of my mother's death probably has something to do with it. Things have just seemed so weird for the past six weeks, and I keep seeing things that signify bad luck.
Hopefully nothing happens. I try my best to stay safe, but that doesn't always work. I need to do something with my time besides writing (which I don't do enough of). I'm really angry right now and I have to try my best to control it, which I actually think I am. I don't go off about women anymore, for one thing.
Things will probably be fine, but you can't know the future.
