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Someone I knew was offended by what I said previously on here. That was bad and I should feel bad, and I do. Still, that person sort of hurt my feelings last time we talked, so I can't totally blame myself. Everyone makes mistakes, and I am no exception.

I've decided to stop drinking for a while. I'm starting to get up way early in the morning, and I haven't had a completely sober day in at least two weeks. I figured out why I've been drinking so much beer, and that is because of the upcoming anniversary of my mother's death (July 5th). It has been a fairly hard past two months for me, and as such I'm trying to cope in ways that may not be constructive.

I'm a lot more focused on things right now; I've been thinking a lot about philosophy and I'm getting into Python, something I've always wanted to do but was too distracted. I'm also looking into getting a part-time job, but who knows if that will work out.

At least I haven't given up.

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