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Aug. 5th, 2013 11:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI wanted to get a second cigar last night, but the smoke shop was closed, so I went to the nearest gas station. I basically had to choose between cigarettes and beer, so I decided to calm my addiction down and have beer for the first time in 25 days. I think that I am getting slightly addicted to tobacco but it is in the early stages still.
Anyway the beer was pleasant, although my chest hurt a little bit. I had another one after about an hour. They were 24oz Coronas, the first beer I ever had. I really like the taste of them now, but oddly when I first drank it when I was 18 I was really repulsed, and dumped half of it out. What a waste.
I realized that I didn't make it to the 28 or 31 day mark, but really, 25 days really isn't that much of a difference. That is long enough to demonstrate that I can abstain from it. I think that alcohol is perfectly fine to do so long as it is in moderation, and I sort of missed it to be honest. I can't lie, I love feeling outside of myself, and substances definitely deliver that for me.
Anyways I'm not doing much today, besides minor research. I'm going to have dinner with my Dad, so that might be okay.
Anyway the beer was pleasant, although my chest hurt a little bit. I had another one after about an hour. They were 24oz Coronas, the first beer I ever had. I really like the taste of them now, but oddly when I first drank it when I was 18 I was really repulsed, and dumped half of it out. What a waste.
I realized that I didn't make it to the 28 or 31 day mark, but really, 25 days really isn't that much of a difference. That is long enough to demonstrate that I can abstain from it. I think that alcohol is perfectly fine to do so long as it is in moderation, and I sort of missed it to be honest. I can't lie, I love feeling outside of myself, and substances definitely deliver that for me.
Anyways I'm not doing much today, besides minor research. I'm going to have dinner with my Dad, so that might be okay.
