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Aug. 7th, 2013 11:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI didn't feel well yesterday.
I felt like crap in the morning, although I wasn't hungover. During the middle of the day I felt okay, but then around 5:30 pm or so I started getting pangs of anxiety and depression. Smoking my cigar for an hour didn't help, so I basically felt a really bad vibe for about two hours, worried that I was either going to hurt myself or others. But then I took my Olanzapine and smoked another cigar, and I felt more or less better after that.
I don't like how alcohol effects me like that. I've made a promise to myself yesterday that I'm going to stay away from alcohol, and I feel that I will abide by that. Right now, I just feel so worn out and dull. I can barely write any philosophy right now. Although I did successfully finish a book yesterday. That was great because I felt like I wasn't capable of doing anything yesterday, but I proved myself wrong.
Well, I hope that today will be better.
I felt like crap in the morning, although I wasn't hungover. During the middle of the day I felt okay, but then around 5:30 pm or so I started getting pangs of anxiety and depression. Smoking my cigar for an hour didn't help, so I basically felt a really bad vibe for about two hours, worried that I was either going to hurt myself or others. But then I took my Olanzapine and smoked another cigar, and I felt more or less better after that.
I don't like how alcohol effects me like that. I've made a promise to myself yesterday that I'm going to stay away from alcohol, and I feel that I will abide by that. Right now, I just feel so worn out and dull. I can barely write any philosophy right now. Although I did successfully finish a book yesterday. That was great because I felt like I wasn't capable of doing anything yesterday, but I proved myself wrong.
Well, I hope that today will be better.
