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Aug. 22nd, 2013 11:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI saw my friend, my former boss, today for the first time in a week. She was taking a vacation so that was why she was gone. We had a good conversation.
I was thinking about trying DXM again, and I will, but I'm going to wait two more weeks. I haven't taken it in two months and I figured that if I'm willing to wait two months, I can wait an additional two weeks. I need the toxic buildup from the Olanzapine to clear out first.
I've been getting up a little earlier now. I used to get up at 9:30 am, but now I get up around 8:30 am. That is progress.
Not sure what else to say; it has been kind of calm. There was the smell of smoke in the air this morning, which was nice, and there will probably be a thunder storm soon. Things won't be too boring for long, though; college starts up again next week.
I actually had a dream last night where I decided to go back to community college and get an associate's degree in information science (if they even offer it at that level). Even in the dream I was thinking about how much it would cost and if I could get a job with it. Upon awaking I realized that even if I had paid off my student loans, I would really only be able to pay for books, if that. Not only that, I probably wouldn't get hired due to having a personality that most people don't like. So it looks like I'm stuck on SSI for the rest of my life. Oh well; it could be a lot worse.
I was thinking about trying DXM again, and I will, but I'm going to wait two more weeks. I haven't taken it in two months and I figured that if I'm willing to wait two months, I can wait an additional two weeks. I need the toxic buildup from the Olanzapine to clear out first.
I've been getting up a little earlier now. I used to get up at 9:30 am, but now I get up around 8:30 am. That is progress.
Not sure what else to say; it has been kind of calm. There was the smell of smoke in the air this morning, which was nice, and there will probably be a thunder storm soon. Things won't be too boring for long, though; college starts up again next week.
I actually had a dream last night where I decided to go back to community college and get an associate's degree in information science (if they even offer it at that level). Even in the dream I was thinking about how much it would cost and if I could get a job with it. Upon awaking I realized that even if I had paid off my student loans, I would really only be able to pay for books, if that. Not only that, I probably wouldn't get hired due to having a personality that most people don't like. So it looks like I'm stuck on SSI for the rest of my life. Oh well; it could be a lot worse.
