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Sep. 20th, 2013 11:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI'm wondering if my interest in the metaphysical and mystical makes me crazy, or at least is in the process of making me crazy. It doesn't really matter; I was always a little nuts to begin with, and I've found that the older I get, the more different I become from others, at least in most ways.
You'd think that it would be the other way around; that getting older would make you more grounded in the routine of life and thus would make you more like anyone else. But that isn't the case with me, at least not beneath the surface. Sad thing is that most people don't have anything beneath the surface. That is probably a bit of an exaggeration, but not a huge one.
Do I crave to be like others? Sometimes. Not that often, but being totally alone is at times disheartening. Fortunately going to church and finding people who actually think about God and their religion has helped me quite a bit. I still am alone, but closer to the surface of the collective mass.
My game is actually coming along quite nicely. Some things in there I just added on the fly, though. Not all of it is from the trip. It very well could be completed within four or five days, maybe less. I'm definitely going to release the game online when I am done.
You'd think that it would be the other way around; that getting older would make you more grounded in the routine of life and thus would make you more like anyone else. But that isn't the case with me, at least not beneath the surface. Sad thing is that most people don't have anything beneath the surface. That is probably a bit of an exaggeration, but not a huge one.
Do I crave to be like others? Sometimes. Not that often, but being totally alone is at times disheartening. Fortunately going to church and finding people who actually think about God and their religion has helped me quite a bit. I still am alone, but closer to the surface of the collective mass.
My game is actually coming along quite nicely. Some things in there I just added on the fly, though. Not all of it is from the trip. It very well could be completed within four or five days, maybe less. I'm definitely going to release the game online when I am done.
