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I took DXM last night; this time it was Delsym. It wasn't particularly great; a very weak trip and I just ended up feeling stoned and stimulated for the rest of the night. I did get weakly dissociated for about an hour but for some reason that faded away fast. Probably won't do DXM for another month or so, and won't use Delsym again; it is too expensive and too weak.

I did get a marvelous insight, though. I realized that there is nothing more divine than metaphysical ideals becoming physical through graphical illustration, or even outright physical manifestation. I'm pretty sure how I should go about actualizing this, but I'm going to have to do a lot of research first. I'm going to try to see if I can construct a computer program that give vague physical shapes and forms to written statements or passages. That sounds stupid but I really do think that it would be worth pursuing; it would make for an interesting piece of art, at the very least.

I'm also thinking of starting an electronic zine that takes the form of a academic journal that would feature the philosophical and metaphysical musings of people on the psychotic/schizophrenia spectrum. I don't know how successful that would be but it would at least be worth trying.

Man, I used to get God-like afterglows from DXM. Now I just get mild hangovers. This sucks.

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