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Oct. 15th, 2013 02:01 pmI did DXM last night, this time 600 mg and only five days after the last time I took it. Surprisingly, I tripped pretty heavily, which took me aback since I thought I was losing sensitivity to it. I didn't get a whole lot of insights, but the spirits emphasized that I do have a special purpose and encouraged me in my projects, particularly with my E-Zine, which will be called "Schizophilia". I guess sometimes it is really more of a spiritual, euphoric pep-talk more than anything else. Anyways I loved the dissociation and I love what DXM does for me.
I did finish the book yesterday, and to my surprise it was written by C.S. Lewis. I'm very familiar with that name because the Christian circles that I am a part of really like him a lot, and read him to try to be more intellectual. The subject of the book really touched me because he was talking about dealing with the grief of losing his wife to cancer after only three years of marriage. My mother died of cancer over a year ago and the book helped me realize what it must be like for my father. Very interesting, it made me think about myself and other things.
Nothing else to do, besides read more. Reading books is basically my job now.
I did finish the book yesterday, and to my surprise it was written by C.S. Lewis. I'm very familiar with that name because the Christian circles that I am a part of really like him a lot, and read him to try to be more intellectual. The subject of the book really touched me because he was talking about dealing with the grief of losing his wife to cancer after only three years of marriage. My mother died of cancer over a year ago and the book helped me realize what it must be like for my father. Very interesting, it made me think about myself and other things.
Nothing else to do, besides read more. Reading books is basically my job now.