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Oct. 19th, 2013 01:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI did DXM last night, but I didn't trip. Very lame. Probably for the best, though. I don't think I'm going to touch it for a while.
It was interesting, though: it made me think very intensely about my life, and the nature of this world. DXM really does seem to enhance some cognitive abilities, at least on the mild end of it. I thought about how I developed in my teens as someone who really couldn't function due to artificial limitations that were forced on me by social conditioning, and how that all fell apart when I went to MTSU five years ago, and now here I am, with only a faint idea of the truth and trying to pick up the pieces. Maybe it is for the best that it happened that way, since it makes me think a lot more deeply about things than most others, but it wasn't a fun ride. Oh well, at least it wasn't boring.
I messaged a guy who makes games that I really like, and he gave me some valuable advice. I have yet to fully understand it, but I think that I will in due time. All it takes is time.
Overall I'm not doing bad. This month hasn't been as good as the last but I'm a bit more productive.
It was interesting, though: it made me think very intensely about my life, and the nature of this world. DXM really does seem to enhance some cognitive abilities, at least on the mild end of it. I thought about how I developed in my teens as someone who really couldn't function due to artificial limitations that were forced on me by social conditioning, and how that all fell apart when I went to MTSU five years ago, and now here I am, with only a faint idea of the truth and trying to pick up the pieces. Maybe it is for the best that it happened that way, since it makes me think a lot more deeply about things than most others, but it wasn't a fun ride. Oh well, at least it wasn't boring.
I messaged a guy who makes games that I really like, and he gave me some valuable advice. I have yet to fully understand it, but I think that I will in due time. All it takes is time.
Overall I'm not doing bad. This month hasn't been as good as the last but I'm a bit more productive.
