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Oct. 24th, 2013 10:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI had an odd dream where I learned to do chemistry; I started creating vitamins in a basement but then it went on to me producing all sorts of weird drugs. Sad thing is, that is probably what I would do if I had that ability. There were some other things in the dream, but that was the most striking.
I went to bible study yesterday. I felt slightly out of place, but the people there were happy that I came and I seemed to learn a little bit. I will do it again next week.
Actually during the bible study (or perhaps before) I had a previous story idea revived. I already have about 10,000 words of it written, but most will have to be done away with. I started writing it last July, after my mother died, and continued for about a month before I ran out of ideas. But the whole Christianity thing has really given me new inspiration for that story. The story idea is great, but it needed to go in the right direction, and I didn't know what path to take back then. But it is really cool that I want to write stories again, and it will give me something to do during my vacuous free time.
I feel a little bit better now. My head feels better and I don't have any aches and pains at this moment, but it could still happen. I freaked out yesterday when I drank a Rockstar and my heart raced while there was pain in my left arm. So I shouldn't do that again.
I have been a little more self-obsessed recently. I think it is mostly because of my poor decisions over the past couple of weeks and how I'm dealing with the outcomes. Well, live and learn, and move on.
I went to bible study yesterday. I felt slightly out of place, but the people there were happy that I came and I seemed to learn a little bit. I will do it again next week.
Actually during the bible study (or perhaps before) I had a previous story idea revived. I already have about 10,000 words of it written, but most will have to be done away with. I started writing it last July, after my mother died, and continued for about a month before I ran out of ideas. But the whole Christianity thing has really given me new inspiration for that story. The story idea is great, but it needed to go in the right direction, and I didn't know what path to take back then. But it is really cool that I want to write stories again, and it will give me something to do during my vacuous free time.
I feel a little bit better now. My head feels better and I don't have any aches and pains at this moment, but it could still happen. I freaked out yesterday when I drank a Rockstar and my heart raced while there was pain in my left arm. So I shouldn't do that again.
I have been a little more self-obsessed recently. I think it is mostly because of my poor decisions over the past couple of weeks and how I'm dealing with the outcomes. Well, live and learn, and move on.
