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Oct. 26th, 2013 12:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI still have a lot of the aches and pains, including the headaches that have been going on for about a week. I really hope that they go away soon; I might have developed mild hypertension or something.
Ever since I lost the magic I've felt slightly dissociated ever since, and beer helps increase the dissociation. I don't really mind it too much; I suppose that it sucks that I can't use DXM anymore but I was getting too old to do that in any case, let alone on a common basis. I think both the psychological and physiological symptoms will wear off in another week or so, or at least I hope so.
I finished reading a book by Jung yesterday, called "Psychology and Religion". In the beginning, I felt like it was going to be a boring read, but the last chapter was very insightful. It talked about the missing fourth factor in the holy trinity, and how it is associated with the color blue as well as the hidden anima in men.
That really got me thinking about my life. I have always been slightly effeminate (although I hide it well, now) and blue has been a very important color in my life. I've always been curious, rather than afraid, of the hidden and dark side of nature and over the last year and a half I've been very aware of my subconscious. There is so much more to figure out; I just have to become more educated.
I don't know what else to do today; read another book, I guess.
Ever since I lost the magic I've felt slightly dissociated ever since, and beer helps increase the dissociation. I don't really mind it too much; I suppose that it sucks that I can't use DXM anymore but I was getting too old to do that in any case, let alone on a common basis. I think both the psychological and physiological symptoms will wear off in another week or so, or at least I hope so.
I finished reading a book by Jung yesterday, called "Psychology and Religion". In the beginning, I felt like it was going to be a boring read, but the last chapter was very insightful. It talked about the missing fourth factor in the holy trinity, and how it is associated with the color blue as well as the hidden anima in men.
That really got me thinking about my life. I have always been slightly effeminate (although I hide it well, now) and blue has been a very important color in my life. I've always been curious, rather than afraid, of the hidden and dark side of nature and over the last year and a half I've been very aware of my subconscious. There is so much more to figure out; I just have to become more educated.
I don't know what else to do today; read another book, I guess.
