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Nov. 6th, 2013 12:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyYesterday was kind of a hard day. I was still really stressed out, very tired and somewhat psychotic from what had happened the day before, so I called my therapist.
She said to just have some time to myself. She also noticed that I was very tired. When I told her that due to the fucked up way that I was brought up that I was personally surprised that I haven't fucked someone up yet, she said that I was stronger than my upbringing. That could very well be true; it was a compliment, at the very least.
So I just stayed at home and I tried to take it easy. It was hard at first but I later bought an Adventure Time DVD and drank some beer while watching it, so that cheered me up.
Things have been kind of hard on me. Not quite environmentally, but internally. I realize that I am some of the problem here, but I really don't know why I get this way. Maybe because I don't amount to anything right now? Well, that might change someday.
I shouldn't let people have power over me like that. But it is just my nature; I'm too sensitive for my own good. I don't want to be this way.
I read philosophy because it distracts me from my problems, and gives me confidence by building up my intellect. I might become someone through that, someday.
She said to just have some time to myself. She also noticed that I was very tired. When I told her that due to the fucked up way that I was brought up that I was personally surprised that I haven't fucked someone up yet, she said that I was stronger than my upbringing. That could very well be true; it was a compliment, at the very least.
So I just stayed at home and I tried to take it easy. It was hard at first but I later bought an Adventure Time DVD and drank some beer while watching it, so that cheered me up.
Things have been kind of hard on me. Not quite environmentally, but internally. I realize that I am some of the problem here, but I really don't know why I get this way. Maybe because I don't amount to anything right now? Well, that might change someday.
I shouldn't let people have power over me like that. But it is just my nature; I'm too sensitive for my own good. I don't want to be this way.
I read philosophy because it distracts me from my problems, and gives me confidence by building up my intellect. I might become someone through that, someday.
