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Nov. 16th, 2013 12:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyIt has been over a day and no one has made a complaint about the game; I even got a perfect rating. So that is good.
I started reading again last night; I decided to do so because it had been about six days since I had (I spent a fair amount of my free time making that game during those days). The book is "I and Thou", by Martin Buber. I didn't like the first part of it, although I did understand it. But that could have been my fault, for I can't focus right now, and books tend to get better in the end in any case.
I still feel very weird psychologically. I also have a weird pain around the eyes and I just feel so exhausted. I have been getting these weird visions popping up in my head, and occasionally I see some small things in the environment, but they are really more over-interpretations of things that actually exist than anything else. I have gained the ability to close my eyes and manipulate the shapes that I see (normal CEVs, not drug induced) and more patterns have been showing up.
I am slightly worried but it is more interesting than anything else.
Don't know what I'm going to do; probably just read some more I guess.
I started reading again last night; I decided to do so because it had been about six days since I had (I spent a fair amount of my free time making that game during those days). The book is "I and Thou", by Martin Buber. I didn't like the first part of it, although I did understand it. But that could have been my fault, for I can't focus right now, and books tend to get better in the end in any case.
I still feel very weird psychologically. I also have a weird pain around the eyes and I just feel so exhausted. I have been getting these weird visions popping up in my head, and occasionally I see some small things in the environment, but they are really more over-interpretations of things that actually exist than anything else. I have gained the ability to close my eyes and manipulate the shapes that I see (normal CEVs, not drug induced) and more patterns have been showing up.
I am slightly worried but it is more interesting than anything else.
Don't know what I'm going to do; probably just read some more I guess.
