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Nov. 18th, 2013 11:11 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyTomorrow is technically my 30th birthday, but legally it is the 20th, because I was born overseas and they make that count.
I'm still getting the odd spells. I was in the Law building on campus yesterday and my eyes started hurting while I was on my laptop, and my vision got flat and half-white. That makes me afraid that I'm going to go blind. It only happens intermittently, so as such I'm not too worried, but it is still bizarre. It is like I'm seeing another dimension of the world.
There are hallucinations, too, but those are minor. Sometimes when I look at my shadow, it takes a while to realize that it is mine.
Just a total detachment, for the most part.
Not that I really mind; in fact I think this is necessary in order to further my advances in mysticism. So as such I'm sort of glad that this is happening. It is like a major spiritual event in my life.
Or this could just be entirely psychosomatic. But I don't think that it is, entirely.
In any case I'm just going to check out a new book and write in my notebook.
I'm still getting the odd spells. I was in the Law building on campus yesterday and my eyes started hurting while I was on my laptop, and my vision got flat and half-white. That makes me afraid that I'm going to go blind. It only happens intermittently, so as such I'm not too worried, but it is still bizarre. It is like I'm seeing another dimension of the world.
There are hallucinations, too, but those are minor. Sometimes when I look at my shadow, it takes a while to realize that it is mine.
Just a total detachment, for the most part.
Not that I really mind; in fact I think this is necessary in order to further my advances in mysticism. So as such I'm sort of glad that this is happening. It is like a major spiritual event in my life.
Or this could just be entirely psychosomatic. But I don't think that it is, entirely.
In any case I'm just going to check out a new book and write in my notebook.
