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30.

That is quite an age. I'm by absolutely no means especially young anymore, although it is really 35 when you stop being young, period.

I don't know what to feel; I mean I'm fine with it, but it is really making me think about the person I ended up being.

Last night I went to the only bar in town that I like and I ended up reading my poetry; everybody there loved it, including one of my friends. I talked to someone next to me about writing lyrics, so yeah, that might happen.

I drank too much beer, though. I had a mild hangover this morning because of it; that made me feel a little stupid. Well, I like to think that it was necessary to do that right before I turned 30. I don't plan on drinking like that again, or drinking alcohol at all for that matter. I can't really tolerate it anymore and I'm getting too old to do stuff like that.

Anyway, my brother called me last night and wished me a happy birthday; that was great. He asked if he could move into the apartment after the other roommate leaves and I said that would be cool. But I have to bring it up to my main roommate, so yeah.

Don't know how to handle the rest of the day; my hangover is mostly gone but I feel very ill and tired. I'm still getting the visions and depersonalization; it may have actually gotten worse by this point. Well, we'll see.

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