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Nov. 26th, 2013 11:11 amKind of a quiet day. Haven't really done much, although I may come back to the library later to write in my notebook.
I smoked a cigar yesterday; it was pleasant, but I didn't gain a lot of insights like I used to. But then again when I smoked cigars regularly I didn't read as voraciously as I do now, so maybe it is due to the fact that I'm used to thinking more deeply without the use of substances. But it was still worth it, and I did realize that while my notebook is a good start for a manuscript, I still don't entirely know where I'm going with it. But perhaps that is what meditation and philosophy is all about; to wonder and wander into the unknown, and through pondering you find what you previously couldn't imagine.
I think that it is totally still worth doing. I mean, even if I fail, it is nonetheless a good starting point. It isn't like I have anything else to do.
I downloaded Unity on my laptop yesterday; I might tinker around with that for a while. Just to expand my horizons, you know.
Well, it will likely be a relatively boring day.
I smoked a cigar yesterday; it was pleasant, but I didn't gain a lot of insights like I used to. But then again when I smoked cigars regularly I didn't read as voraciously as I do now, so maybe it is due to the fact that I'm used to thinking more deeply without the use of substances. But it was still worth it, and I did realize that while my notebook is a good start for a manuscript, I still don't entirely know where I'm going with it. But perhaps that is what meditation and philosophy is all about; to wonder and wander into the unknown, and through pondering you find what you previously couldn't imagine.
I think that it is totally still worth doing. I mean, even if I fail, it is nonetheless a good starting point. It isn't like I have anything else to do.
I downloaded Unity on my laptop yesterday; I might tinker around with that for a while. Just to expand my horizons, you know.
Well, it will likely be a relatively boring day.