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Dec. 15th, 2013 01:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyI've decided to drop the ball on the Christianity thing.
It didn't end ugly. Just the opposite; it was very quiet and somber.
I just can't believe in a God (or at least a doctrine) that operates under so many absolutes, especially with things that are completely anthropocentric. I mean, seriously, why would somebody think that God would care about the slightest infringement of a moral?
I'm too open minded, anyway. I find absolutes to be hard to grasp. Not to mention that I don't fit in with people very well, although nothing bad happened between me and them. I just don't have a place.
I still believe in a God of all existence, but I don't think that all information can come from one source, or that we are all connected (I doubt Christianity believes in that; I'm referring to the psychonaut movement). We claim to know the laws, but we can't even understand the chaos.
So that is that. It is pretty liberating, actually.
I don't regret what I did, I just sort of felt like I was being phony. I'm just not the kind of person who can place others before himself for very long. But there was really no other way to find out for sure.
It didn't end ugly. Just the opposite; it was very quiet and somber.
I just can't believe in a God (or at least a doctrine) that operates under so many absolutes, especially with things that are completely anthropocentric. I mean, seriously, why would somebody think that God would care about the slightest infringement of a moral?
I'm too open minded, anyway. I find absolutes to be hard to grasp. Not to mention that I don't fit in with people very well, although nothing bad happened between me and them. I just don't have a place.
I still believe in a God of all existence, but I don't think that all information can come from one source, or that we are all connected (I doubt Christianity believes in that; I'm referring to the psychonaut movement). We claim to know the laws, but we can't even understand the chaos.
So that is that. It is pretty liberating, actually.
I don't regret what I did, I just sort of felt like I was being phony. I'm just not the kind of person who can place others before himself for very long. But there was really no other way to find out for sure.
