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Dec. 29th, 2013 12:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyHeadache is a lot better; I had it less yesterday and I haven't had it yet today. I think it is tied to smoking cigars, so I probably shouldn't do that anymore.
But that was such a slap in the face about how fragile my health is, or at least can be. Having those headaches reminded me that I really shouldn't eat the wrong foods or worse, do drugs (although I still think somewhat fondly of DXM). I really wonder what caused all of that, though? It couldn't have been just from the tobacco.
It just seems like as soon as I get over one health problem, another shows up. I'm now borderline obese because I stopped drinking alcohol, not in spite of it. Who could have seen that coming? I have to take better care of myself, because I have the fear that I will rapidly deteriorate if I don't. So I can't eat stuff with high carbohydrate or fat content, even though I still do sometimes. Not as much as I used to, sure, but how can you stay away from them permanently when you basically grew up on them?
I'm just not a young kid anymore. I'm not even in my 20s anymore. I might be the best I've ever been mentally, but physically I'm starting to slip. And I don't know if there is anything I can really do about it.
But I still have to try, if I want to be happy.
But that was such a slap in the face about how fragile my health is, or at least can be. Having those headaches reminded me that I really shouldn't eat the wrong foods or worse, do drugs (although I still think somewhat fondly of DXM). I really wonder what caused all of that, though? It couldn't have been just from the tobacco.
It just seems like as soon as I get over one health problem, another shows up. I'm now borderline obese because I stopped drinking alcohol, not in spite of it. Who could have seen that coming? I have to take better care of myself, because I have the fear that I will rapidly deteriorate if I don't. So I can't eat stuff with high carbohydrate or fat content, even though I still do sometimes. Not as much as I used to, sure, but how can you stay away from them permanently when you basically grew up on them?
I'm just not a young kid anymore. I'm not even in my 20s anymore. I might be the best I've ever been mentally, but physically I'm starting to slip. And I don't know if there is anything I can really do about it.
But I still have to try, if I want to be happy.
