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Dec. 31st, 2014 06:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
promenyHere is the 2014 Monthly Synopsis. My memory is not as good as it used to be, however that might be because I actually did a whole lot of stuff this year. 2014 was perhaps the most productive year of my life, so that is great.
January: I start writing A Soul Turned and get it finished within the month. The roommate who turned out to be a total flake also moves in during the very last days of the month. Also, I had my first Astral Projection of sorts.
February: Did some editing on A Soul Turned, and sent copies to my brother and my friend at the Chemistry Department. She told me to change the ending to make it more upbeat, so I did, somewhat reluctantly. I start reading again and the apartment gets internet once more. I made a music album at the end of the year, but that kind of sucked.
March: Not much happened outside of me finally telling my brother and my friend about one of my deepest, disturbed convictions, and they both didn't agree with me. I had to struggle with that for a few months. I also did nitrous oxide for the first time, and had that dream where my mother told me that I was going to die right after I turned 31. So far, that hasn't happened yet.
April: I had a DXM experience that puts me right out of my mind and I learn many things from it. I also had to pay the Avista agent that came over to the apartment some of my emergency money or else they were going to cut off the electricity, just because the flaky roommate didn't pay off his previous debt like he promised he would. Fortunately, I got my money back, which was unlike him. Also had some more Astral Projections.
May: I start writing A Perception of Existence and Reality, and I read parts of the Old Testament, and became immediately disgusted with the Bible.
June: I had a talk with my sister on the phone for the first time in a year, and agreed to get her stuff out of the old family basement. I wanted to move to Portland for some odd reason and the fact that my father was having his girlfriend move in with him made my desire even stronger.
July: I visited my mother's grave with my father and brother, and was taken aback by my father's complete indifference. SSI also decided to not pay my monthly checks due to being just slightly over the limit, which meant that I had to spend a lot of money on stuff that I otherwise wouldn't had bought. Started the gluten-free diet, which I am still on. A Perception of Existence and Reality is finished, and I published it on Academia.edu. I also began meditating. I started smoking in the beginning of this month, or at least near it.
August: Not much happened besides contacting my lawyer about the SSI troubles, buying a new laptop and starting to recognize the significance of my dreams.
September: I wrote The Threads of the Mind this month, and planned to give out free copies to my friends.
October: Wrote Liber Vagus, and finally got back on SSI.
November: While tripping on DXM, I accidentally lock myself out of my apartment at night. Fortunately, it was still warm, so I didn't freeze to death or suffer, but I learned that I was too old to do shit like that. I turned 31, and started to feel anxiety soon afterward. My sense of self changed drastically from knowing that I am now over 30, and started to try to grow up a bit. Met my brother and my father's girlfriend on Thanksgiving, which was fine, although my brother flipped shit when he saw that I had empty boxes of nitrous oxide underneath my bed; he got over it, though.
December: Wrote The Dynamics of Light and Dark, hit the limit of reading 75 books this year, and had Christmas with my family. Kind of quiet, to be honest.
January: I start writing A Soul Turned and get it finished within the month. The roommate who turned out to be a total flake also moves in during the very last days of the month. Also, I had my first Astral Projection of sorts.
February: Did some editing on A Soul Turned, and sent copies to my brother and my friend at the Chemistry Department. She told me to change the ending to make it more upbeat, so I did, somewhat reluctantly. I start reading again and the apartment gets internet once more. I made a music album at the end of the year, but that kind of sucked.
March: Not much happened outside of me finally telling my brother and my friend about one of my deepest, disturbed convictions, and they both didn't agree with me. I had to struggle with that for a few months. I also did nitrous oxide for the first time, and had that dream where my mother told me that I was going to die right after I turned 31. So far, that hasn't happened yet.
April: I had a DXM experience that puts me right out of my mind and I learn many things from it. I also had to pay the Avista agent that came over to the apartment some of my emergency money or else they were going to cut off the electricity, just because the flaky roommate didn't pay off his previous debt like he promised he would. Fortunately, I got my money back, which was unlike him. Also had some more Astral Projections.
May: I start writing A Perception of Existence and Reality, and I read parts of the Old Testament, and became immediately disgusted with the Bible.
June: I had a talk with my sister on the phone for the first time in a year, and agreed to get her stuff out of the old family basement. I wanted to move to Portland for some odd reason and the fact that my father was having his girlfriend move in with him made my desire even stronger.
July: I visited my mother's grave with my father and brother, and was taken aback by my father's complete indifference. SSI also decided to not pay my monthly checks due to being just slightly over the limit, which meant that I had to spend a lot of money on stuff that I otherwise wouldn't had bought. Started the gluten-free diet, which I am still on. A Perception of Existence and Reality is finished, and I published it on Academia.edu. I also began meditating. I started smoking in the beginning of this month, or at least near it.
August: Not much happened besides contacting my lawyer about the SSI troubles, buying a new laptop and starting to recognize the significance of my dreams.
September: I wrote The Threads of the Mind this month, and planned to give out free copies to my friends.
October: Wrote Liber Vagus, and finally got back on SSI.
November: While tripping on DXM, I accidentally lock myself out of my apartment at night. Fortunately, it was still warm, so I didn't freeze to death or suffer, but I learned that I was too old to do shit like that. I turned 31, and started to feel anxiety soon afterward. My sense of self changed drastically from knowing that I am now over 30, and started to try to grow up a bit. Met my brother and my father's girlfriend on Thanksgiving, which was fine, although my brother flipped shit when he saw that I had empty boxes of nitrous oxide underneath my bed; he got over it, though.
December: Wrote The Dynamics of Light and Dark, hit the limit of reading 75 books this year, and had Christmas with my family. Kind of quiet, to be honest.
